KeNnEtH's sPiRitS

CS

2012-01-06T22:20:00.000-08:00

Agree with someone who mentioned that playing game shows the personality of that player.

Ppl who hiding, rushing, sniping, and so on,really show out some of their hidden expressions even they not noticing it.

I am wondering, if in a real war, and middle between base and opponent has a resource pool to buy item, probably set by creator to encourage players from both side meet at middle, with openings from left right front (3 directions to be exposed to enemies), having a nice gun game. No risk no gain, probably,the 2nd objective is to reach middle to get some other guns, while the 1st objective is to win the game. you may found out it is a fact on internet about some tips playing for 2000$ map.

Even what type of gun we choose, also do show our personality. for instance, AK47 is strong, with faster reload rate,but it has to shoot 1 by 1 aiming headshot due to unstable (of course some player like me shoot it without stopping but aiming lower part,but majority don"t); carbine is slightly weaker, yet it is stable,suitable for continuous shooting; sniper is critically strong, but the duration between each shot is long. it is just like people who have various strong and weak points, depending how they alter in war(life).

Next, the attitude of player when playing shows also some hint towards their personality. Referring to myself, i love to revise and evaluate myself throughout the game. it shows that i am inpatient as i get mad easily during games, complaining my weak teammates with blames. this is reflecting my previous life, but now i notice out, without the weaklings, how to learn to have teamworks? how to learn to tolerate? as faith has destined us to achieve the same goal, either i resign from work or continue fighting overcome the obstacles.

Same goes to other people, for those who keep complaining about life, fair or not fair, you can see that they would just blame other people to use "dirty" technique or unusual technique in the field next time during their work( or now their uni's life already have the effect), and the most critical problem is, the resource is there, is up to them to choose to use or not use, yet they assume that is illegal(The truth is, it is not banned if you use it, is other people who dare not use, influencing each other LOL). Thanks to them, without them, there will have no thomas edison in this world inventing new things; no aero plane, no car and so on. most important, I am glad that bill gates and other successful businessman do not behave so coward. ofcourse, what i am stating here is just with the legal actions, not including cheating, killing and so on.

Looking towards a politic issue that often happens in an office. A, B and C are competing for a manager position. Their boss allow people to warrant themselves to participate in the election. C believes it is shameful to offer himself, as he believes if he has the ability, he will be the one WITHOUT joining the election. he believes ppl who join is syok sendiri, think themselves are the suitable candidates with thick face. hence, he does not participate (s0me people i know fall in this portion). A and B join, B performs well in his position, believing that he will be the chosen one. A does his job, maybe fair or slightly lower quality than B's, However, he wins the manager position. B gets to know that A keep flattering towards boss, and try many other ways besides showing working performance. B thinks A is "cheating", A should get banned, and B keeps thinking in this way until now, he is still under A. A is actually not using illegal way nor he is smart(he is just a normal person who have experience in competing), he just know that life is not fair, in fact, life cannot be fair as once life is equalized, hardworking people will be lazy, and lazy people will remain lazy. to be more proper, the "fair" must include everything such as luck,intelligent and so on, not only hardworking. That's why B fails, and he just continue nagging and complaining his life, seeing other people do something he dares not, and keep influence people not to do so, just like the chicks keep shouting "the sky is falling down" stated in Rich Dad, poor dad, by Robert T.Kisoyaki.

This is life, without B and C, A is not successful. I don't expect people to agree with this, instead, i hope they believe B and C is the right ones, otherwise, I cannot be A. XD

没什么大不了

2012-01-01T00:37:00.000-08:00

人总是很奇怪，喜欢把罪怪给别人，但没有反省过自己；
人总是怕犯错，其实是不愿意承担责任，一个人犯错的机会越多，说明他会离成功越来越近（前提是要知错能改）；
有些时候，我们活得都不像自己，总为别人担心和烦心，到头来失去了自己。

总是要有人第一个出来说话解围，可如果重复多了，也让人怀疑了错是不是来至自己；
人总是会犯错，问题在于我为什么那么不听话，就不能忍一忍，让风平浪静？
想当年，永净没说错，我的确犯贱，拿别人的错误惩罚自己，受够了，不是办法，坦白来，也不是；
看来得学习学习如何在当中平衡，才是上策。

不打不相识，从中得或许比失多，可有谁知道这是正确的方法吗？正希望有一天能在高峰，可是他们的思维应该被磨炼了不短的日子吧，可能狮子座和肖龙的关系，要求自然高，可能短时间能到达目的地是不可能的吧。如果连这个我都突破不了，更别谈梦想了。。命不比别人长，可不能像大多数人在那边耗时间，至少我要证实我的生活没有白费啊，STPM到毕业近七年，决不能白费，等着毕业，然后被社会淘汰，在于耗太多时间在学业上。比较1988年的人，我们政府大学的人差太多了，因为学习的快感，应该不是大多数“国立大学生”能了解的，这群人只有在学业上比较ok,其他的无话可说，更别谈是经验了。至少在我读的大学以上说法是成立的。

打个比如，要的名与利，都写在表情了，就好象下棋一样，还有的玩吗？没开始就输了一半。不是所有人都是，不过是大多数。看了四大天王，让我不禁打了个冷冻，绝对是不能效仿他们为变质的榜样，可偏偏有感应可能是同类，只不过方法不同罢了。有个预感，不是天堂就是地狱，其他的大多数是普普通通。

在于最近跟X骂架，其实都知是误会，可是从中先别澄清，却用了个心计，兜了个圈逼他本能套出了一群人的看法。“一群人”是存在的，至少了解了别人的想法，才能有对策去检讨，无论对或错，不检讨就白费了，无论是谁犯的错误。历史就有这个用意，用别人的错误，搭上自己的路。

如果智慧和语言是成功的必要，态度及情报就是道具了，经验就是路。

磨炼

2011-12-19T03:18:00.000-08:00

四年，本来应该是长的，现在变短了。。明白了四年该在学术上的一张大图画，也更加了解了自己的性格。够是够了，想飞，多过想修习及休息。。

下个学期，是时候把自己变回原来的我，加上一些该有的条件，好让龙年能大展拳脚。。

人，是很现实的，在事业上，外表和利用价值比想象中重要很多。。

重要的是，答应自己，一有机会一定要时常去maincamp，有点怀念双双的生活，同时没厌倦单生活。。好羡慕大佬，可以坐那么前面，独的感觉有种莫名的自由，至少不必带面具做人。这里不是不好，可惜engineer有一定的执着，而且年一她给我的阴影让我想到都显。。二姐，好想你，可是不能让你知道，因为懂你一定会担心我的。。如果能在遇到像你那么棒的女生那该有多好。。

人，不在乎人生的长短，在乎扩宽。。

平平淡淡，苟且偷生忍来忍去的生活能长久，倒不如来个轰轰烈烈的一次浪漫。。可以看开，做人别那么偏激，为五斗米折腰，可是不能让自己消失了，再要消失的那一杀那，提醒自己这里只不过是场游戏，真实的生活往往不一样。。

嗔是大毒，可是没了就不是人生了，佛学让遗失的纸填满了，可是偏偏我要留一个洞，人的残缺让做人更加迷人。。

Feeling of being fatter and thinner

2011-12-11T02:10:00.000-08:00

I feel increasing weight after eating;
But i feel decreasing weight after shiting XD

Conclusion: The feel after went to toilet is lighter, in terms of stress level and body weight^^

Oilly==

2011-11-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

Recently,i used to jog, just once, stamina maintain, but receive pain a few days continuously. Peng Ker was right, from his observation, most of the time in room(since his table is facing mine) eating is a part of it.. ok ok, will try to change, for the sake of free tao before i grad=)

Still hard, and when reviewing my body through the mirror, i cant believe that i can withstand myself until now. hmm, i believe some people are suffering the pain like me (cham, next week got 1 queensbay kim gary outing,GG), and look around the people around me, i guess i increase my weight the most among those people..

Haiz.. Maybe should use secret weapon dy(But i am glad that i become fat, will choose up the same road even if got 2nd chance..don ask why) See how 1st...=p

A-Lin

2011-11-22T06:12:00.001-08:00

歌曲層次非常明顯唱到心坎裡了!!!

A-Lin的歌聲就是有這種穿透人心的力量

勵志的歌總是會讓我振作起來

情歌總是會讓我看清..想清很多事情..

總而言之就是任何時候都聽A-Lin的歌就對了!

而且mv也把A-Lin拍得太美了吧!! (不對 A-Lin一直都很美)

真的很喜歡A-Lin~~~心目中的歌后!女神! 天生歌姬!

愛

2011-11-04T23:18:00.001-07:00

愛是因為相互欣賞而開始的，因為心動而相戀，因為互相離不開而結婚，但更重要的一點是需要寬容、諒解、習慣和適應才會攜手一生的

True friend vs true love

2011-10-25T11:28:00.001-07:00

To me, it is vital to choose true friends in our life wisely. best friend is another topic (best friend is based on your feel and preference). some conditions are set in my mind as to define a true friend in this complicated and dangerous community:
1) One must trust me no matter how rumors twist about me.
2) One must be honest to speak out my weakness, and accept my weakness; never praise me in front of me, but inside one's heart
3) Give out a secret of mine which is slightly above moderate security level to test one out. if one doesn't betray, one is the true friend;if one does, I won't get hurt that much compare to next time giving a real big secret. worth to test out a friend, before giving true heart to one. (test occasionally to ensure the quality is not rotten)
4) One must hate me in front of me, yet like me in front of me
5) from 1~4 i can treat one the same way, then one is the true friend i meant

A few days ago, a person asked me what type of girl is my type, erm in terms of feeling, i think i figure out:
1) One who met the 1~5 conditions above and in advance she must be a female ( I AM NOT ACCEPTING GAY RELATIONSHIP =p)
2) That girl must let me feel touched. Erm, if you ever heard that i ask "whether a girl got tissue for me to wipe my tears because i am touched" in front of her, then she is the type that i like, and if fulfilling 1), then she is the one i love<3 (Depends, sometime i prefer to make it true friends unless she fulfill other conditions below) [Snow =)]
3) Looking for stable love more than exciting romance ( many girls always say in future i will be a very good husband, but seldom got girls tell me that i am a good boy friend=( )
4) Filial piety (Love my parents as equal to her parents;while i definitely will love her parents as equal to mine too =) )
5) Rational thinking in front of public or only we 2 during argument, know when to give me a ladder to climb down the stage, no matter i am in a wrong side or not. (after i cool down i always will apologize. erm if she is in wrong side, i think i will do the same to her too)
6) Know me well, can figure out my next move, taste, and thinking.(sometimes, no need every time)
7) Never put unhappy things in heart, always settle via direct communication with me, looking for solutions together
8) Willing to learn to be a good mother and a good wife (further stage to go on)
If she meets 1~8 conditions i set, and she is very ugly and fat with damn freaking a lot weaknesses, trust me, i will propose to her, to get her to be my gf even as my wife with 100% willingness and will try my best to make her as one of the happiest and blessed woman in the world.

So far, only met 2 girls in my life that almost fulfill all the conditions! too bad timing is incorrect=( guess it means this type of girl does exist in this world. i am patiently looking for her=)

Top 10 Reasons Why Good Employees Quit By Shel Myeroff

2011-10-21T01:32:00.000-07:00

According to the US Department of Labor and Statistics, turnover can cost an organization 33% of an employee’s total compensation including both salary and benefits. But the impact is not only financial it also affects employee morale. Therefore, it would be prudent for hiring managers to focus on reducing turnover rates but in order to do that they must first understand the reasons why employees quit.

There have been many studies and articles written on why good employees leave their current positions. As a veteran search consultant, I have heard an infinite number of reasons first hand. Over the years, I have identified and compiled a list of what I feel are the “Top Ten” reasons why good employees quit:

1) The job was not as expected. All too often the job changes from the original description and what was promised during the interviewing stages. It becomes painfully clear to the new hire that their new company played the bait and switch game which ultimately leads to mistrust. The new hire is now thinking, “What else are they lying about?”

2) Work/Life imbalance. There are times when management demands that one person do the jobs of two or more people. This is especially true when a company downsizes or restructures resulting in longer hours and possible weekend work. Employees are often forced to choose between a personal life and a career.

3) Mismatch between job and new hire. No matter how much you love the candidate, don’t hire them unless they are truly qualified for the job and they mesh with your company culture. Too many times, I’ve seen hiring managers try to fit a square peg into a round hole especially when it comes to a sales position.

4) Management freezes raises and promotions. Money isn’t usually the first reason why people leave an organization but it does rank especially when an employee can find a job earning 20-25% more somewhere else. Make sure your wages are competitive and your benefits package is attractive. Resources like www.salary.com can provide accurate and appropriate information.

5) Feeling undervalued. It’s human nature to want to be recognized and praised for a job well done. And in business, recognizing employees is not simply a nice thing to do but an effective way to communicate your appreciation for their efforts and successes while also reinforcing those actions and behaviors that make a difference in your organization.

6) Lack of decision-making power. Too many managers micromanage down to the finest detail. Empower your employees and allow them the freedom make suggestions and decisions. I realize that Empowerment is a ‘catch-all’ term for many ideas on employee authority and responsibility; but as a broad definition it means giving employees latitude to do their jobs and placing trust in them.

7) Too little coaching & feedback. Many managers have no clue on how to help employees improve their performance. In addition, many managers put off giving feedback to employees even though they instinctively know that giving and getting honest feedback is essential for growth and in building successful teams and organizations. Your role as a manager is to help your people find the right behavior, not just tell them what to do.

8) Management lacks people skills. Remember that many managers were promoted because they did their first job well, but that doesn’t mean they know how to lead others. People skills can be learned and developed but it really helps if a manager has the natural ability to get along with people and motivate them.

9) Too few growth opportunities. One of the most common reasons employees express for leaving their jobs is lack of challenge and potential for career growth. The most successful employers find ways to help employees develop new skills and responsibilities in their current positions.

10) Loss of faith and confidence in corporate leaders. With employees being asked to do more and more, they see less evidence that they will share in the fruits of their successes. More often than not, when revenues and profits are up, employers are still thinking competitive wages but employees are thinking bonuses, stock options and creative development opportunities.

Happy=)

2011-10-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

Recently, kakak and another beloved senior did ask for my recent life. never let them worry, and we had cozy chat. Wishing both of them to be happy always, as they really are my lovely seniors who really helps out in my study and caring to me <~^^~>

Belbin Test <-Interesting!^^

2011-10-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today lecturer just gave us a test, to find out what role we play in a project. In order to make it to be truly shown what category i am in. hence, i first do the test according my impression about myself, as all of us know, sometime we think we are like that, but actually we are not. the result shows Coordinator and team worker.

Then when come back to my hostel, i asked one of my friends to fill up about me according to his opinion.(i did for him as well). from here, as surprisingly it shows the result of Shaper and Team Worker!

As after the class i used to ask for an advice from my lecturer, to know how to anti Shaper(actually looking in the description on the slideshow,i have a feeling i am born to be in this category.) he said if shaper is fire element, then it means team worker is the water element. assuming the result of this test is accurate as my friend need not to lie on me when analyzing, then i am glad that i fulfill these 2 categories with same marks. my plan in my mind before that was right, as beginning of my working life, it is better i start to be a team worker, absorb how the experience peoples' ways, and when i have experience enough, then i am sure i can lead the project smoothly.

too bad, in university always been pushed to be the leader (actually being a team member has more free time than leader, and the responsibility is not that great too). Erm learning from mistakes, to be honest i never regret on committing mistakes in my life, not because i stubborn, but because it is the way that i need to pass through before i succeed in my life. rather committing now than committing in future. feeling in good mood after realizing from own mind's jamming. clear and sharp, and now its time for me to transfer the chop to another side, a great challenge,(not as great as diet,diet really gg>< because food loves me and i love food too)

【当你满足这7条，你就爱上了这人】

2011-10-17T01:12:00.000-07:00

有些人面对自己的情感总是太傻，
不知道到底是喜不喜欢她/他，看看下面吧！

... 1、当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信，
你已经爱上她/他了。
　　　　　　
2、如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步，
你已经爱上她/他了。
　　　　　　
3、当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他，
你已经爱上他/她了。
　　　　　　
4、当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急，
你已经爱上她/他了。
　　　　　　
5、当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味，
你已经爱上她/他了。
　　　　　　
6、当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑，
你已经爱上她/ 他了。
　　　　　　
7、当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人，

my feeling~

2011-10-09T09:36:00.000-07:00

I am not good in lying, especially facing my own feeling.

Emo again

2011-10-07T20:23:00.000-07:00

Haiz, this sem really is not my sem. already final yr stil got so many things to piss me off. today, should be a very gd day to me, cuz tomorrow is my friend's birthday. We cant celebrate with him tomorrow due to some stupid workshop (see the slide already know how lack of info it is, which i don't think they really do out the real VSM meaning, and apply it in their companies==, okok, i know i use my own ruler again, but i am sry because this title is my fyp title, it is just a normal reaction okay to be sarcastic).

come back to the topic, we are planning to celebrate his birthday today. Never thought that know mr pat for 3 years, for the first time he suggests to buy cake. sure! no problem, i am glad that he at least know that a birthday cake is specially created for birthday. the happy thing is, i guessed correctly what my friend's taste is, when choosing the favor of the cake. hehe, know kc for 3 yrs, if i don't even know his taste then i am a failure of friend i guess. I guessed he prefer blueberry or fruity and discussed with mr pat, and yesterday i used the purpose of planning to buy a desert for my junior to ask his opinion for the taste he like, and as expected, he really mentioned blueberry ^^

I suppose when we choose a cake favourite, it suppose referring to the taste of the receiver, however, yesterday i finally found out the hell happening to mr pat== the behind story is he was suggested by "J" to buy cake== that time i was half awake(sleep like a pig hehe), keep listening "J" saying what type of cake is nice, and most important is, he is referring to his own taste== this is terrible, it makes me be awake straight away, with anger in my mind (i know i shouldn't be that angry, no matter how it is just a cake==) (actually i am really pissed when he said his last words,"don buy blueberry or something like that, not nice..." _|_ (-.-) o0o WALAOEH, dai ko wants eat cake go buy yourself la, mcb want use the name of friend's birthday and make us divide the total cost to get meh..yao mou gao cho wor...

Though i have told mr pat abt "J"'s intention, but mr. pat again said i think too much..haiz, perhaps it is my fault for overworried, but i believe ppl who slightly have brain will see this clearly lo after listening to his opinion about the favor to be chosen, he not even bother nor mention "what taste kc likes" or something like that.. cb, previous cases of him which i lazy and get annoyed when mention, also making ppl misunderstand with his intention. really got no eyes to see, again, shout at here "WA BEH TAHAN LIAO!!!!!"

okok, this would be my last blog that mention about this fellow.. don't get messed up with ppl like them and make my mood down for those worms. life isn't about hatred.. easy to say, but hard to apply out== hope i can change up a little bit, be open minded abit lar~ don't worry, i will still be happy in front of anyone, this is what i at least could do to ensure things go well without ruining up the celebration.
OHya, one thing i have to agree is, food can release stress. today must eat ang jiu mi suah=) yummy ( caressing my stomach hehe)

Cumulative anger

2011-10-06T19:04:00.000-07:00

I finally understand what's the meaning of cumulative anger. there is a person existing around me that really makes me want to slap him.

Recall back to my 1st yr, i rmb (even until now) he and that guys' way of communication really are sarcastic and piece of shit. it is lucky to me that that guy chose to turn the table on me. even until now, people might think it is all my fault, but come to think about it, that guy's way is even worst than me. i guess other people can withstand him is due to he knows the right time to talk about those insulting jokes.

Lucky thing is, because of this, i get to know 3 friends which are worth for me to leave that group. besides, i get to close back with 1 member of the group, the only 1 which last time i felt most sad to leave that person in that group. thanks to fate, i wish this moment can last forever as i really don't want to lose that person again in my life. though she also has her own weaknesses, that sometime can be terrible too, at least i can accept majority of her weaknesses, for those who i can accept everything about him/her, they are worth for me to sacrifice my own things to maintain the friendships.

Talking back to the person nearer to me, he thought he has the same ability as that guy. fucker indeed he is not. keep using those sarcastic and insulting words, that really make me want to slap him. however, in order to survive well in uni, there are 2 things that i cannot ignore, networking and information flow. coincidentally he has the information flow, so at this point i can only be calm JUST because i need the information flow. he has to be existing until the end of 4th yr las semester. sometimes i really want to kick him, as the way he say the rude words, is directly pointing to my boarder line. i hope to tell him that:

1) Yes, now i am fat, but u r ugly, while i can DIET but u cant change ur cb face
2) Due to obesity, that's why i sweat easily with extra mineral that causing odor. this problem will be off if i manage to be fit back, and even at this moment i already did my best to keep my hygiene.u pissed me off, but plz STFU saying sarcastic and insulting words that reflecting how bad your manner taught by ur family. wtf i BEH TAHAN LIAO!!!!!

MY feeling

2011-09-30T21:43:00.000-07:00

This week is one of the worst week that i ever had since 3 yrs.

1)Come to think again, if within 4 groups, she only complaint about me, while other groups face no problem with her, then i guess i should review myself and find out the root occasion, and then try to improve myself. even if i found that the fault is not with me, i think sit quietly and obey all the way instead of searching the truth is a safe way. just don1 to influence other peoples' mark just for the sake of my desire to know the truth.

2)Just had a cozy chat with someone, he is right, this year is my final year. any conflicts that i made with other schoolmates or coursemates, no matter who is the right or wrong one, i should value the relationship and consider whether worth for me to repair it or not.just to make myself not to regret it by any chance.actually the truth is not a matter, i found that one of my common mistake is i know that the wrong side isn't fall on me, therefore i keep moving forward, making other people no choice to "move down from stair", and pissed them off( i guess if i know it is my fault, while opponent just force me to admit, i die also wont admit if it happens in my case.) this remind me that my ex boss used to tell me, 凡事留一线，日后好相见. this i can only put the blame on myself, for going to the max limit.

3) Screwed by lecturer. hmmm, sad, 1st lecturer that screwed me up is the lecturer that i used to hope to apply his FYP title. can say i am fortunate, as that day in fate i did knock his door but he is away. obviously, he already put a color spec on me just because my mentor had a meeting with him right before me (i regret to tell my mentor that i am going to meet him, that's why she made an appointment earlier before me and reported things according her own feeling, or influenced by someone). this makes my meeting with this lecturer even harder.

For instance, as a student, it is normal to ask how does the improvement relate to that course. as far as i know, improvement can be made in many different ways, just asking him to advise/recommend me any nice tools anot----> this makes him pissed and misunderstood that i am challenging him==, worst of all, he said when my mentor bring up this ques as telling him i ask de, he not even able to answer this;

I ask a lot of questions, with the agreements of my other groupmates, he said i over bossy, always never listen to other groupmates' opinion== good thing is, during the last meeting of my group, one of them suggest i declare that the proposal we made is agreed by all of us at the bottom line of the page. this really touched me, at least they supporting me (i will erase it when summit to my mentor, to avoid any more inconvenience and trouble that i afraid she will put on my group);

I ask him that can i just roughly tell him how i gonna solve the solutions, see whether my direction is on the correct path or not, he assume that i think myself is the most pro and look down in everyone, and keep telling me don't rush, result is not the important thing, most important is the process LOL. i asked what if i found that i am wrong in week 8,then cannot turn back right? he answered that no matter how i cannot jump to solution so fast as like i am pro (waa..i just told him that my rough direction is to group similar tasks, balance the lead time, and then only try to make it to be semi automated line..i guess this is just the methodology and he assume it is solution le!!!)

i used to be told that an engineer has to work in team, be self-initiated and pro-active when doing works. just to release my mentor's burden, my group planned nicely what tasks each of us should be performing during 1st visit, and work diligently after we reach there.. just to ensure we didnt waste any single time during this precious visit. at the end, she told my lecturer i were assuming i know everything and do it without listening== i did remember i reported to her and another mentor what we were doing, by that time she also didn't stop me (i thought as a mentor she suppose to guide me if i am wrong right..she just let me do as like i wish, and then report that i disobey her==) another thing is, PIC said we just need to focus one line, and i swear i told her. yet she thought i am the one dont one to listen to her to do 4 lines, argue to do one line! even after i met my lecturer and met her again, she still said : " since you still intend to do one line and your objective is to make it to be semi automated,..... (gosh, duno how many times i have told her that IT IS NOT I WANT OR MY GROUP WANT, IS THAT MR SIMON WANTS!!!) knock my head and kill me plz TT

a lot more, but it makes my tear drop not because i am innocent, nor injustice, but because i really feel sorry to my team, i would hate myself if this incident cause their marks to be low for 2 sem.. furthermore, jamie is coming my team for her FYP. i just don't know how to tell you, i know you gonna read this, thats why i hereby apologizing and would try my best not to cause any trouble to you.. please dont angry to me k..from now onwards, i will just say yes to mentor and lecturer, min asking them ques, and do watever they think is right, and try to assist u in ur fyp. hope it helps.. but i think fyp is individual value based, no problem gua..

4) I shouldn't use my heart's ruler to measure anything and simply judge dy, even if i do so, i shudnt tell anyone. cuz judging ppl doesnt show who they are, but showing who we are, as the standard is adjusted by our own. this is the thing i will try to talk to myself.. otherwise i will continue suffer by making any unnecessary statement><

1 minute decision

2011-09-25T01:40:00.000-07:00

For a minute ago, i overpass my barrier. i go add her back as friend, as giving both of us an opportunity to repair our friendships, knowing that she is online now, yet not accepting my request. i gave up, not all people know how to think, cancel my request, and declare that she is invisible to me from today onwards. erm regarding to others,i will miss you two, hope next time in future still can meet you two and continue our friendships ba='( sobsss..

Single~(After reading this, I found that i am more mature, and it is the correct way for not desperating love^^)

2011-07-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

不要说保持单身的男女没情趣，也不要说大学不谈恋爱没意思，有位名人曾说过：

“大学不谈恋爱，后悔四年.. 大学谈恋爱，后悔一辈子..”

学生时代，周围接触最多的人都年龄相仿，所以价值观都差不多，都想着将来有个好工作，有个好恋人。

正因为理想差不多，所以俩个人在一起会很开心，也就很容易走到了一起。至于恋爱是否会影响学习，这里就不说了，因为既有促进作用，也有消极作用，因人而异。

但是，当毕业后，由于工作的需要，或考研的需要，两人必须长时间分开。即使分开前信誓旦旦，但以后见面的机会将会非常少。不要说你会坚守爱情，在事业的压力下你若分心就无法使自己更优秀。而在你事业低谷时，那个搀扶你一把的人，往往使你心存感激，你会发现原来这个人就是你生命中最重要的人。而你原来爱的那个人，对你由爱生恨，你反而失去一个很好的朋友。

所以，现在若有人想跟你交往，估计也是看中近期的利益 (两人在一块的感觉，没有那么多顾虑) 而没有把眼光放远于未来的人。毕竟谈恋爱就得多多少少花钱，而钱全是父母给的生活费，你都还不会赚钱，没有自己的事业，凭什么可以乱花钱呢？从某种意义上讲，是父母在帮你谈恋爱，一点都没有靠自己的力量去追求自己的所爱。

恋人不是随意寻找的，因为在没有完全了解对方之前，对方可以为了吸引你暂时改变自己，而一旦你完全了解对方后，分手就指日可待了。

所以恋爱应该是日久生情，彼此非常熟知后自然地走在一起，甚至无需表白。
不要认为对方人很好就轻易妥协，人好不是爱情的全部，你们必须为爱情的将来做打算。

如果遇到一个你深爱的女孩，而你感觉她也喜欢你，大部分的人都是直接就开始交往了..

这样做的后果可能就是前面所说的，最后失去一个深爱的人..
你或许应该以朋友的名义关心她，在毕业后仍保持联系，然后为了她努力工作。
当你在事业上有所成就后再去找她，如果此时她仍在等你，说明你没看错人。
女孩，如果一个男生他随意就喜欢上妳，那么他以后也会很快就喜欢上别人的。

爱情晚点来，就不会走得太早。
我们并不需要靠失恋来成熟.. 不是吗？

在学校里的爱情是无知的..
在社会中的爱情可能是有目的的..
只有遇到逆境仍走下去的爱情才是永恒的..

爱情不是和一个最适合自己的人在一起，
而是遇到一个更适合自己的人时，
能够坚守自己对所爱的人作出的承诺。

爱情不是两个人眼睛对视，
而是两个人的眼光看着同一个方向。

网上的 “爱你，为你做这些事” 看起来很感人，因为大部分人都不是这种爱情。
爱情不是一种潮流，你要有自己的看法，
在你的理想恋人未出现时，你要有毅力选择一直单身，而不是找个替代品。
当你做到后，网上传的那些事，在你的爱情中是再基本不过的了。

男生，在谈恋爱时不要抱着不适合就分手的想法，一定要慎重地考虑清楚，
女朋友就是你未来的老婆，结婚只不过是多一张无用的纸而已，
结婚并不是为爱情加了锁，真正的爱情从来就不需要任何的束缚。

一旦你选择了恋爱，就要有一种责任感，
你要为你父母的儿子、你老婆的丈夫、你未来孩子的爸爸负责！

单身并没有什么不好，你一样可以关心你喜欢的人，这样可以让大众觉得你是一个很好的朋友；而恋爱中的人，关心别人则会引发醋意，从爱情观说也是对爱情不够忠诚，但不关心别人则又失去很多友谊，一旦你分手了，就赔了夫人又折兵。所以现在单身，不是说你不向往爱情，而是证明你对未来的她的一份痴情。

一个优秀的人单身说明这人足够优秀，
一个再优秀的人随意恋爱说明这人的优秀只是表面而已，
真正希望对方好的，就是默默在背后关心对方。
最好的承诺，不是爱你一万年，而是根本不需要承诺..

虽然分手是另一段爱情的重新开始，
但每次恋爱只有一次，一个人在恋爱中对爱情的向往是最多的..
而一旦失败，刻骨铭心…

分享：

我特别喜欢的几段：
■爱情不是和一个最适合自己的人在一起，而是遇到一个更适合自己的人时，能够坚守自己对所爱的人作出的承诺..
■一个优秀的人单身说明这人足够优秀，一个再优秀的人随意恋爱说明这人的优秀只是表面而已，真正希望对方好的，就是默默在背后关心对方。最好的承诺，不是爱你一万年，而是根本不需要承诺..
■爱情不是两个人眼睛对视，而是两个人的眼光看着同一个方向..
■单身，并不意味着你不懂爱情，事实上，单身比陷入一段错误的爱明智得多..
■在你的理想恋人未出现时，你要有毅力选择一直单身，而不是找个替代品..
■虽然分手是另一段爱情的重新开始，但每次恋爱只有一次，一个人在恋爱中对爱情的向往是最多的，而一旦失败，刻骨铭心…
■爱情晚点来，就不会走得太早.. 我们并不需要靠失恋来成熟..

如果和我一样还是单身的，可以留言一下..

meaningful story

2011-06-27T05:35:00.001-07:00

有两个和尚
他们分别住在相邻的两座山上的庙里
这两座山之间有一条溪
于是这两个和尚每天都会在同一时间下山去溪边挑水
久而久之他么变成为了好朋友
就这样时间在每天挑水中
不知不觉已经过了五年

突然有一天
左边这座山的和尚没有下山挑水
右边那座山的和尚心想：
“他大概睡过头了”
便不以为意

哪知道第二天
左边这座山的和尚还是没有下山挑水
第三天也一样
过了一个星期还是一样
直到过了一个月右边那座山的和尚终于受不了
他心想：
“我的朋友可能生病了
我要过去拜访他
看看能帮上什么忙”
于是他便爬上了左边这座山去探望他的老朋友

等他到了左边这座山的庙
看到他的老友之后大吃一惊
因为他的老友正在庙前打太极拳
一点也不像一个月没喝水的人

他很好奇地问：
“你已经一个月没有下山挑水了
难道你可以不用喝水吗?”
左边这座山的和尚说：
“来来来..
我带你去看”

于是他带着右边那座山的和尚走到庙的后院
指着一口井说：
“这五年来
我每天做完功课后都会抽空挖这口井
即使有时很忙..
能挖多少就算多少
如今终于让我挖出井水
我就不用再下山挑水
我可以有更多时间练我喜欢的太极拳”

启示：
我们在公司领的薪水再多
那都是挑水
而把握下班后的时间挖一口属于自己的井
培养自己另一方面的实力
未来当我们年纪大了
体力拼不过年轻人了
依然还是有水喝
而且还能喝得很悠闲

NoobX's invention^^

2011-03-12T20:58:00.000-08:00

In room, nothing can be put into mouth. And some1 don1 fetch me to econ save replenish my stock=(. Hence, in order of tasting something good sense of taste for my greedy,drooling and glutton mouth+tongue, i suppose made up my mind to do something noob=D

But aredi 23 years old, should show also some differences between a childish perso n and a noob engineer.

Problem Statement(LOL): to obtain a cold drink from a can drink taken out from my closet(cupboard) without paying any money on the process.

Objective: make use of anything i have right now to make the most convenient 1.

after all, i get to drink the cold shandy~~nice...hmm, now i should do some discussions on it.
1)the H>h as the pic shown for the user's ease to take the drink.
2) the weaknesses of the above invention:
a) after u drink certain amount of the drink, it will float up to the level of the drink left inside.it might overturn the whole drink and mixed with cold water.awwww
b)when u take out the drink from the water, the water around the drink might drop around ur table.
c)need to clean up=/ after drink.

Hence, solution are expected to be found. here's one:
Make the container by the cut-half 1.5l mineral water where the diameter is slightly bigger than can drink so it won't over turn.(Weakness a) solved) and remember H>h concept. then put a cloth surrounded the cut half bottle to prevent heat from going in easily from atmosphere.pick up the whole thing to drink instead of picking up the can only so water wont spilled out.(weakness b) solved). then after u drank, u just need to throw away the can drink, and the water filled are thrown away in toilet whenever u like(it is just water,wont dirty up ur place). no need to wash it since it is just filled cold water(weakness c) solved).

Conclusion:
I got nothing better to do,noob!(but it is fun to do so,rofl...XD)

I got a feeling

2011-03-10T07:22:00.000-08:00

I got a feeling....
That this sem gonna be a bad bad sem,
That this sem gonna be a bad bad sem,
That this sem gonna be a bad bad sem...

Really can feel it..AC GG, OR 1st part GG, OM test 2 GG.. IE test 1 GG also...
Erm, from 2nd yr onwards i never let my cgpa down before..it increases significantly for each sem..

Atleast proud to say that from 2nd yr onwards my cgpa has increased as much as 0.24!regardless of how high the cgpa,i think i am 1st in mechanical school if we look in increment within the past 3 sems==

And things never go as good as u expect.. this sem...the failure feel has arrived...

Doomed!This should give me a grave.. i don think that i am going to get through safely.. looking backward to secondary school level, if i got "fire", it shouldn't be a problem for me(easy as pie to get 1st class)..Slap myself* for daydreaming... no such thing as "if".. the road not taken...

That's the bad thing, my intuition never lets me down.Good thing is, now just half time, the 2nd half time i should pay more attention and score back a goal VS manu..who knows the final?
it can be changed by our wills...
it should be changed by our wills...
it might be changed by our wills...
am i sure? ........

GG la..at this moment some more think of some not so important yet it is vital thingy.. i should bang my head on the wall, telling myself to pause, and resume with study...hope so la...ZZZZ

包容是一种美德及肺腑感言

2011-03-05T08:13:00.000-08:00

很久没有用华语打字了。包容是一种美德。我觉得这句话包含了我选择周围的人大多数的条件。

除了家人，其实我们可以选择环绕在我们身边的人。包括了选择朋友，老板，配偶等等。。所谓：人没有十全十美，没有人是完美的。所以通常我们都会选我们可以包容的人留在我们的身边。

我想我与众不同吧。人家选朋友或伴侣都看优点在先，看有否达到自己的要求。我呢，很诚恳地说，（通常只有我非常要好的朋友或与我心有灵犀的人才知道）我选择的朋友或伴侣，第一条件是他或她的缺点是在我能包容的范围里。许多人不赞同，反驳说酱只是在忍一时，不是一个能长久的策略。可是，我只想说，如果他或她的缺点你都能忍了，还有什么事情能让你选择离开他或她呢？当然，选择我的人，最好也要有此美德，我遇到了不少酱的人。
可是有些朋友还是不满我说话的方式，其实我只是想让交谈多姿多彩罢了，看康熙徐熙娣的话，多惹人爱及恨，假话一大堆，效果罢了。我想我用列子用上点了吧，哈哈。也许不习惯，可是我想好过呆呆板板的或带假面具的面对你们吧。要的话，可以special request^^

记得去过一个朋友的家。令堂说了一番很有道理的话：
凡事都以和为贵，
遇到不爽的事就忍，
遇到各种的人都恭敬，
及“沉默是金”就是了。

他本人也做到了，同时他本人也说了句我赞同的话，大概是：

真话说了，人不爽，说假话；
假话说了，人不爽，就沉默；
沉默做了，人不爽，就离开；
离开去了，人不爽，忍忍忍；
时间肯定会把不爽去掉。

以前老板娘也说过，
出来是找饭吃，不是找气；
凡是留一线，以后好相见；

以前有个美女对我说：
老板不好，可以炒·找新工；
朋友不好，换环境·识新友；
伴侣不好，可分手·下一任。。。

除了亲人，没有一个人是为了另一个人生存的，大不了换掉。。。

我呀，来大学时答应自己要做到·得到·学到的“五大事”，其中一样就是做人了。
让一个人喜欢我，对我个人而言，还不错，比较ok（不想骗自己假谦虚，看我要不要罢了，人都是有很多面具的，我很讨厌，可是这是无可改变的事实。所谓喜欢，不是男女的爱）；
让一个人不讨厌我，比登天还难！（这个我一定要加油了，哭）（因为一个方法，不能对付全部种类的人）
所以要学习与琢磨到两者都不能失手的地步，还很遥远呢。
（嘻嘻，目前得到了两大事，还有三大事包括以上列的其一大事希望指日可待）

写了那么久，该停了。这一篇算得上是我最诚实的其中一篇了，写了，然后重读，大概我了解我自己有95%了吧。可怜，有些人连自己都不检讨·或不认识真实的自己，我认为一个人要成功在某一方面，【天时地利人和】的“人和”包括自己。连自己都不认识自己，怎样成功啊！（突然想到一个人，可怜她！讨厌鬼，放长双眼看她能耐到何时）

The meaning of "yamcha"

2011-03-05T07:59:00.000-08:00

i really dont understand why certain ppl don even kno the meaning of yamcha..when go there only go for food(ofcourse, this is one of the reason,but not the main 1 lor)and certain people really offense and mad when i mention about yamcha. don really like this situation but not necessary to sound out also la. different ppl different culture. the mamak in pekaka is always full with people. half of them are from our uni, going there for the purpose of yamcha. just 1 drink sometimes, can talk until 4-5 hours or more.

ok,some been forced to go,but with the main objective that is for the sake of eating==" if going with people who i dislike, i normally will go on the yamcha session with full participation.cuz at the end of yamcha session, u sure get something, regardless of whether it is useful or not so vital nor essential in one's life. so i don think the reason they don yamcha is because they dislike the person who invite. instead, they really define yamcha=eat.

actually yamcha is a social activity that commonly in malaysia which is a favorite activity that usually apek apek,students,teenagers, friends and mostly all stage of malaysian do in order to update the participants' recent life and keep in touch.i believe that in wikipedia or somewhere in internet u can get the real definition of yamcha.

so sad,especially when people who know yamcha meet people who duno yamcha. thats really frustrated and sian~~

LAJ200

2011-03-04T01:23:00.000-08:00

Dont know why, feel like this sem japanese is much more easier.. abit regret to take it in audit,shud take it in uni@@
hehe there is an interview in japanese language for this laj200. i m excited because i really say alot japanese company in malaysia hiring fresh grad in very attractive salary. hope i would have the chance and brave to apply next time when i grad. and for this stage, i actually thought of a few answers that can answer most of the questions in case Ms cheah asking me something that i not sure what she is saying
いいえ、まだです。
わかりません。
はい。
すきです。
not as like i m gonig to use those words,cuz my lvl is higher than that ok!i can almost speak or tell a story immediately..hehe,looking onwards for 300 and 400!!jiayou~~

我恨我爱你

2011-03-04T01:17:00.000-08:00

我恨我爱你 is a song by a mei.. looking to the lyrics, really can step my foot into the song's shoe. no wonder jolin also fells into this song...

recently know that there is an existence of a girl. ee 1st yr~~not to say first sight in love(this is imposible to me),but got the motion want to know her.. hence, asking around, see got the chance or not. manatau nobody kno her. added her in facebook dy. actually can start to find topic, but really lazy to do so.. erm depends 缘分ます..if not the right 1 also i wont reli go for it~~

Say cheese~

2011-02-28T03:56:00.000-08:00

fresh cheeses
- Cottage Cheese
- Cream Cheese
- Mascarpone
- Mozzarella
- Ricotta
- Romanian Caş
- Neufchâtel (the model for American-style cream cheese)
- Chevre
- Whey
- Provencal Brousse
- Corsican Brocciu
- Romanian Urda
- Greek Mizithra
- Norwegian Geitost
- Corsican cuisine
- Paneer
- Queso Fresco
aged cheese

A nice weekend^^

2011-02-27T10:45:00.000-08:00

So many tests and assignments had passed away. looking forward still got many things awaiting me, but i decided to release myself and off for this weekend to enjoy.

My judgment was right. this is a happy trip. this weekend is one of the best weekend that i had in this semester. although come back i still have to rush design( havent touch anything for this week,hope tomolo is not my turn to present), rush IE assignment and test, it is still worth to go^^

We were unexpectedly in win-win situation. no body was sad when coming back. and all of us are exhausted for the trip,cuz we did really enjoy it^^

Food

2011-02-19T06:50:00.001-08:00

Food in USM seems to be about the same for 3 yrs dy..everyday eating the same type of food really is a boring thing..now, eating bread plus drinking water is much more tasty than other food..haiz, how gd if my mum is here to cook for me..or how gd if i got a girl friend that is interested in cooking..haha, i actually don mind cook with my future gf, but i don think i am given the chance in uni to even found a person that really match up with me TT

however, thats not the real problem. the real problem is i should find my way to increase my appetite..mayb i should try to get some cooking utensil in hostel and try to make something that i wanted.hmmm..but time doesnt allow me to do so=(

happy valentine's day

2011-02-14T06:03:00.000-08:00

Today is the most bad luck day in this sem..hate myself so much, for such a stupid reason,i missed my clas..shit la,because of Automation control assignment,i worked so hard and slept late yesterday,at the end only know that this assignment due date is next tuesday(i thought is tomorrow tuesday)

Aiyo,then today bcuz too tired dy so i took a nap in afternoon..but really sleep deeply until my friend called me for thousand times also i didnt hear..today volley ball test le,without doing the test,i can say bye to my A for this course dy...HAIz sui valentine's day, staying alone and skipped important class.

and i can say this is just the starting of bad luck..just an intuition,but it is accurate TT..we will see tat in future..

Missed Trip

2011-02-13T00:27:00.000-08:00

every semester also i am busy..haiz this weekend we actually planned something crazy and exciting,just bcuz of assignments and tests we have to cancel it..SIEN le... so sad,i really hope to do things and manage my time but not letting time to manage me.. yet,if we are in the trip,i can imagine it is a fantastic trip and sure will give us alot memorable thing...AW...

初一

2011-02-03T06:57:00.000-08:00

1st day of cny aredi need to start doing homework...jia you!

CNY

2011-01-15T08:32:00.001-08:00

CNY is around the corner, it is time to get ang pow and have a gd rest again^^hopefully all the tests will be before cny..settle everything only got mood to celebrate wut =3

Lovely groupmate

2011-01-15T08:31:00.002-08:00

There are many projects and assignments that require students to be group and solve problem together. When there are people who not interested or bothered, just want to rush up the project in hand, to me I am ok with it. But when there are people who interested and really think before they do any of their roles in their project, I am really appreciate for it. There is a groupmate in one of project really who makes me feel touch. When comparing her works with others, I can feel her effort in this project. This makes me to be encouraged to do my best in my role also. Thanks to her who inspires me to have the courage to continue working on it^^

Happy!

2011-01-15T08:31:00.001-08:00

Today might be the most happy day since I come back to usm.. Been trusted, appreciated, praised with people you respect or care is really feeling good. Yea I should keep it up the spirit, not to show other people, but to myself that I am actually not that bad..haha.. some people might get jealousy, against me or hate me, I feel sorry to them, cuz I aredi did my best to avoid having problems with people no matter caused by their own problems or mine.

Busy Sem

2011-01-15T08:30:00.002-08:00

This sem is really busy, make my tasks into a list as below:
1) Bola Tampar – 2 hours
2) Design - haih
3) Lab – 4 hours
4) Japanese – 4 hours
5) Buddhist club – 2+2 hours
6) Automatic control, operation research, operation management, and industrial engineering.
Despite of 2 and 6, I need to spend 14 hours per week to do those tasks. In addition, Industrial training is waiting me at sem break. So it means from now onwards til September 9 months I will have to be prepared to suffer..
Gambateh! Lucky there are many people accompanying me to go pass those tasks, when I am not fighting alone in a war, it feels better, cause the stress can be shared.. haha hope all of us can score well in this semester=)

Student Exchange

2011-01-15T08:30:00.001-08:00

This sem there is a Korean student exchange have entered our school for 1 yr. This actually gives our students to get to know more valuable information from her, if we do know what it means by valuable info. However, looking to certain people, who show disrespect, rude, no manners, and “kampong attitude” really annoy me. I wonder, if she can understand their words, neglect of type of language, what she thinks about those people. I know that I am abit busy body in this case, but really don’t like*.. I rather next time I stay far away, close my eyes and ears, to face this type of unwanted incidents happening around me=(
Used to talk to her for several times, though she seems like not fully understand I was saying( I guess I should revise my English, perhaps the problem is with me TT) , but she got a few points that I couldn’t agree more. Glad that atleast there are a few my opinions are same as her about manufacturing. I think other coursemates might not be agree with our points, or some even don know or bother what manufacturing means to them. Atleast in this world there are people who can understand haha..

Sincerity creates miracles. I hope

2011-01-15T08:29:00.002-08:00

Since the sem starts i am always concerned about an incident..haiz adik really makes me sad and worry about her.. Although we both expected the results would be that worst before last semester break, it is still pitiful consequence to her..
When looking to her case,it recall me some memories during my past.getting such a lame result,hoping that ppl would lend a hand to me,at the end end up with disappointment..i will not let this to be happening to my life,even ppl around my life..this time i am gonna borrow her a gd hand,hopefully,to ensure she can grap back what she suppose to get in this uni..
If there is a wish that is 100% will become true to me in this year,i rather use it on adik's life,that to hope she grad in time and achieve 2nd upper..thats the best thing i can do as abang dyTT

2011-01-15T08:29:00.001-08:00

原来眼镜是可以摘掉的

2010-09-24T05:41:00.000-07:00

1、站在某处，找一个比较远的树和一棵近一点的树，然后观察近处的树一会儿，再观察远处的树一会儿。这个方法有调节眼睛肌肉，放松的作用。观察的时候要尽量多看树的细节。

2、手掌搓热，捂在眼睛上，反复做，这样也是放松眼睛，而且很舒服，这个动作随时随地都可以做。

3、日光浴，天气晴朗时，闭着眼睛，对着太阳，让光线透过眼睑，刺激眼细胞。我们近视的人都对光线很敏感，一遇到强光就会眯眼睛或者斜眼。这样做是可以提高我们眼睛对光线的接受能力。

4、晚上，天上有星星的时候，就数星星，用眼睛去找星星，但不能老盯着一颗星星，这样眼睛会产生疲劳。

5、坐着或者站着，眼睛先平视前方，然后眼睛做上下左右运动，让眼珠尽力朝着每个方向拉伸，每个方向停留几秒就可以。我们近视后会发现眼睛都变形了，这个方法可以把我们的眼睛在调节回正常的形状，也有助于恢复眼睛的聚焦能力。

6、多眨眼睛，眨眼睛可以缓解眼睛疲劳，这个是随时都要做的。

Y理，可是我觉得挺有趣的

2010-09-17T01:43:00.000-07:00

最近看了个节目，有人说：
走他的路，是要让他无路可退；
说他的话，是要让他无话可说；
住他的家，是要让他无家可归。
看了还有点思考呢！

做人75法则-found this in internet,quite interesting

2010-09-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

01．犯了错误就该诚实地认错——狡辩、诿过只会害了自己。

02．朋友之间要保持距离——这样的友谊才能长久。　　

03．钱追人，人追健康——有了健康，还怕挣不到钱么？　　

04．别轻易转行——转行的风险很高，最好不要轻率为之。　　

05．适度地抬高身价——在就业市场中，人也是一种商品。　　

06．把敬业变成习惯——从长期看是为了自己。　　

07．运用累积法壮大资产——不求快，不求多，不中断。　　

08．忍一时，争千秋形势比人强时，必须忍。　　

09．与其你死我活，不如你活我也活——这就是双赢，是良性竞争。　　

10．以“播种”的心态经营人际关系——种子播得越早越坚韧。　　

11．做事切勿率性而为——率性而为只会害了自己。　　

12．遇到魔鬼型的主管时——接受他的磨练可让你的性格越来越坚韧。　　

13．不要当众和主管吵架——那会让你无路可走，只有走人。　　

14．向不同行业的人学习新知识——记住，要用请教的态度。　　

15．所有的困难都是好事——这是老天爷在磨练你，目的是把重任交给你。　　

16．用吃亏就是占便宜的心态做人做事——那样你就可以迅速长大。　　

17．不要在失意者面前谈论你的得意——那样伤害你的人际关系。　　

18．不要小看守时这件事——守时是对别人的尊重。　　

19．用时间来看人——时间是检验大师。　　

20．用打听来看人——把获得的信息汇总，就可以了解那个人。　　

21．建立一个朋友档案——以免人到用时方恨少。　　

22．扩大交友圈——主动出击，不要等别人上门找你。　　

23．保持交友的弹性——敌人也可以变成朋友。　　

24．要交喜欢“修理”你的朋友——这种朋友是你的人生导师。

25．毛遂自荐，好处多多——让别人看到你，知道你的存在，知道你的能力。　　

26．小心突然升温的友情——对待这种友情的正确态度是：不推不迎，礼尚往来。　　

27．做老二，不做老大——老大没当好，容易变成老三老四。　　

28．做人要中规中矩——目的是赢得他人的尊重和信赖。　　

29．用“物质利”换取“人情利”——“物质利”是一时的，“人情利”是长远的。　　

30．不要独想荣耀——今天独享荣耀，明天可能就可能独吞苦果。　　

31．找一位“衣食父母”——那个人可减少你摸索的时间。　　

32．找一位对手来跟——跟住他，最终超越他。　　

33．用耐心把冷板凳坐热——冷板凳都坐过了，还有什么好怕的呢？　　

34．套用别人的成功模式——别人的成功模式可成为一种指引，让你有方向可循。　　

35．偷偷地把自己当成老板或主管——逐渐培养自己当老板或主管的能力。　　

36．不要满足于眼前的小成就——问问自己：我这辈子就这样了吗？　　

37．让自己尽快成为本行的专家——只要功夫深，铁杵磨成针。　　

38．不要有怀才不遇的想法——怀才不遇多半是自己造成的。　　

39．跌倒了，一定要爬起来——不爬起来，别人会看不起你，你自己也会失去机会。　　

40．不要为失败找借口——应该直面失败，并迅速找出失败的原因。　　

41．改变环境或改变自己——与其改变环境，不如改变自己。　　

42．不打没有把握的仗——生命是经不起一次次的浪费的。　　

43．把反省自己当成每日的功课——因为你不是完美的，会说错话，也会做错事。　　

44．碰到低调时，自己鼓励自己——千万别蚯螅　　

45．依靠别人的智能做事——一个人的能力是有限的。　　

46．时时都要有危机意识——别以为你的命好运气也好。　　

47．主角配角都能演，台上台下都自在——面对人生，要练就能屈能伸的个性。　　

48．要学会控制自己的情绪——这是成熟的一个最重要的标志。　　

49．做乌龟，不做兔子——有兔子资质的人容易骄傲，而骄傲会成为成功路上的绊脚石。

50．先做小事，先赚小钱——为做大事赚大钱积累经验。　　

51．别让过去的失败捆住你的手脚，否则永远难成大事。　　

52．像蟑螂一样活着——人如果有蟑螂的韧性，还有什么日子不能过呢？　　

53．靠实力，不靠派系——派系不是永远的，实力才是你能依靠一生的东西。　　

54．自己发光，不要等别人把你磨光——谁有空、有心情去认真地“磨”你呢？　　

55．逢山开路，遇水架桥——要学会投其所好。　　

56．永远跑在下属的前面——权力领导、情义领导都不如才能领导。　　

57．“新官上任三把火”有必要——要大声地告诉别人：我来了。　　

58．只要5毛钱，不要1块钱——拿一块钱的机会只有一次。　　

59．放下架子，路就会越走越宽——架子只会捆住你的手脚。　　

60．话别说得太圆满——目的是给意外留有余地，以免下不了台。　　

61．尽快成为你所在的那一行的专家——只要努力就会成功。　　

62．多赞美别人——不用花钱，就能使人快乐，何乐而不为呢？　　

63．尊重别人的领土范围——别因为疏忽引发不必要的麻烦。　　

64．不要轻易吐露你的失意——以免被人认为你软弱无能。　　

65．人际关系的原则是：有舍才有得——你满足了对方，对方才会满足你。　　

66．不要忽略面子问题——不给面子的行为最容易引起是非。　　

67．妥善处理与小人的关系——不要依附他，也不要得罪他。　　

68．最好不要挡住别人的财路——与其挡人财路，不如自己别辟财路。　　

69．用低姿态化解别人的嫉妒——嫉妒是烈火，会烧毁一个人。　　

70．做人做事不必面面俱到——总会有人不满意你。　　

71．认识并运用人性中的自私——要想办法用别人的自私为自己谋利。　　

72．顺着毛摸，他就会听你的——脾气再大、城府再深、个性再强的人也吃不消这招。

73．以积极的作为推动否极泰来——坚持住，努力向上，积累能力。　　

74．以戒备谨慎的心态延缓盛极而衰的时间——很多失败都是在兴盛时埋下的伏笔。　　

75．万事俱备，花自然会开——努力就行了，花什么时候开由老天爷安排。

男难

2010-08-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

男人这辈子挺难的：

　　找个漂亮女人吧，太操心.

　　找个不漂亮的吧，又不甘心；

　　光顾事业了，人家说你没责任感.

　　光顾家了，人家又说你没本事；

　　专一点吧，人家说你不成熟；

　　花心点吧，人家说你是禽兽；

　　有钱，说你是坏人，

　　没有钱，人家骂你窝囊废；

　　自己奋斗吧，等有钱了女友也老了，

　　让女人养吧，不如自宫练葵花宝典算了。

　　不去应酬，怕被老板废了，

　　去应酬吧，怕被老婆废了。

　　哎！这年月做男人真难。

　　女人可以等嫁，我们男人等啥呀？

　　女人还有个三八节，我们男人有啥呀？

　　长帅点吧，太抢手，

　　不帅吧，拿不出手；

　　活泼点吧，说你太油，

　　不出声吧，说你太闷；

　　穿西装吧，说你太严肃，

　　穿随便一点吧，说你乡吧佬；

　　会挣钱吧，怕你包二奶；

　　不挣钱吧，又怕孩子断奶，

　　结婚吧，怕自己后悔；

　　不结婚吧，怕她后悔，

　　要个孩子吧，怕出来没钱养，

　　不要孩子吧，怕老了没人养。

　　这年头做女人难，做男人更难

next step

2010-08-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

My way is getting clearer than ever...now it is whether i choose to go or stop right here...but i believe i gt determination to move on,if i want to...

Li Sheng

2010-08-07T21:54:00.000-07:00

A good club in usm, which normally ppl don see how gd it is.. after attending the 1st yr welcoming nites,i finally gt the spirit of li sheng,some how, bigger than i expect..seniors were right,this is the learning stage to all of us.
Looking back what i have done,thou i gt no regrets,and achieved my objectives in joining this club,that is to meet more ppl and spend my time to feel the experience in it.. not willing to take any responsibility nor commitment,because it wil tide my legs up in certain clubs,chopping off my chance to experience other clubs or events ' fun.
there are mostly 2 types of ppl to look in the point of view in koku.
1)people who put full commitment,focusing quality than quantity.mostly this type of ppl wil hold a position in a club or event,but they might only join a few clubs.
2)people who focus quantity than quality. they join many many clubs/events just to observe/enjoy the whole process of work.
i dont intend to say which ppl is making wise choice,because it is dependant.if u aredi gt confident with urself,or u aredi learn wat u suppose to learn in secondary school life,such as teamwork la,leadership la,organizing skills la n many others.but some times ppl end up with too busy,until they dont even kno what they have learnt,or the origin purpose they do so.so what is the point then to join koku?sometimes,from observation,we gain some extra views than people in that positions.just like the views of a football player and his coach standing outside the battle field.ofcourse.,sometimes people who reli participate will understand even deeper,not wider abt an experience.
as a lesson,i think i would put it this way,being in a game will gain u 5 points,being outside a game n observe will also gain u another 5 points.But if u gt the chance to try both sides,u will gain 11 points instead of 10 points.
Thats why if u look on the head side of coin or the tail side of coin,it is never enough for u to kno what is the true shape of the coin,thats extra 1 pt bonus for whoever who willing to watch bothsides. in a company also the same,people sometimes aim to be CEO or top management,but look down on those lower post job,not understanding that without slaves and soldiers,a general commander is nothing.
Join up again,li sheng reli gives me alot of different thinking of views,not from what they say,but from what i gained after analyse..hopefully people who participated the night with me,do gain some useful information for us to resharpen our mind.

Internships

2010-08-07T21:52:00.000-07:00

Aredi gt all the information regardings to the methods to apply intern,and also finished updating my resume,now only got 1 more thing to make it perfect,scoring gd result in this sem so that during dec i can apply with full of conditions^^

A busy and tiring sem

2010-08-07T21:45:00.000-07:00

So good when looking people are so enjoyful in tis sem,especially majority of my coursemates...looking on me,finding that everything also need to rush, tues after 1 gt clas;wed after 1 gt clas til 6;friday gt clas(most sien 1)...
and the burden of stressful work always disturbing me,from japanese,tech e til the compulsory subjects,letting me to breath hardly...
And today just see some1's profile,damn,her religion isnt same as me,tis is reli bad,so hard to decide to restart myself,in the end end up with no mood.
In this moody sem,i actually hate the most is the wed night clas,disallowing me to join buddhist weekly activities...clash here clash there,even if the most pro person in managing time also can do nothing about it..sien til maxTT

大家都是胆小鬼

2010-07-29T19:52:00.000-07:00

虽然以前中三前都被大家称为“天不怕，地不怕”的我，昆虫、动物、或什么鬼都没有怕过。虽然自己不觉得自己很胆大，可是比起朋友们，算是勇敢多了。即使多可怕的东西，在朋友或熟人前，我都能拿起勇气或装镇定面对。可是人没有十全十胆大，所谓：“连超人都有胆小的一面”，更何况是我，在某方面可是一等一的胆小鬼。
我在面对任何陌生人都会很害羞，即使是用电话不用看到对方的脸也一样，所以从来都不敢开口问或答陌生人的问题。面对他们，总是用傻笑带过，或选择离开。每次与妈妈去百货公司买东西，需要问人的时候，都会请妈妈代劳问。她有时会鼓励我去问，可是最终我就是无法做到。就不知道自己在怕什么，手脚有时还会发软。感觉就像害羞，如果说错了，怕人家嘲笑及以为可能被挨骂。尤其是年龄大过我很多的人，更加束手无策。
我觉得这种胆小的性格最让我困扰的地方就是在我进入中一及中四理班的时候。当时，朋友可说是寥寥无几，加上那么多的新面孔，完蛋了，看来注定属于被动的了。没错，当时都属于被动，永远都是别人先跟我熟了，我才比较与他有交谈。甚至是自己当时暗恋的隔壁班女同学，我也是有点守株待兔般的守候在她身边，不敢与她交谈。这种紧张还真的很不方便，让我对自己越来越没有信心，也开始怀疑自己的勇敢到底隐藏在心里的那一个角落了。
直到中四假期是做工了，才慢慢放开，也许是做推销店员的关系吧！那时不得不开口，不然担心第一个工将受到被炒鱿鱼的命运，久而久之就没那么一回事了。当中，也是因为认识了性格豪爽、开放的朋友及同事，不知不觉被他们带动了。当然，自己也想突破自己，别再让胆小的性格再带给我不便。
如今，回想当年，我个人觉得主要因素是自信心不足，想太多的心态和喜欢钻牛角尖让我如此胆小。相信有很多人拥有与我相同的经验，有些甚至更加严重呢！借此文章，我想对那些与我面对类似问题的朋友们说，其实要突破此胆小问题的方法是实行第一步，主动出马。这是最艰难的一步，可是过了这一步，你会发现原来没想象中可怕或艰难，也没什么大不了。只要第一步踏出去，这种胆小的心态就会跟你永别了！

Food in Usm

2010-07-29T02:45:00.000-07:00

without putting any photos,i would like to introduce some certain foods in usm that i found it not bad...
firstly,there are a few places in usm;lembaran cafe,jaya cafe,and staff cafe...in lembaran cafe, there are 3 slots;in jaya cafe, there is a slot;and in staff cafe, there are 2 slots.

Lembaran Cafe
the chinese slot's food is slightly expensive,but there is alot of vegetables over this slot comparing to others.the most preferable food to me is their fried egg. its size is the normal 1, and equally fried.erm,i also quite like the "sour vege" they make,cuz it is not so over taste=)

the midle shop's food is the most expensive 1.meanwhile,their food is also the best(in my opinion) in usm..i prefer their breakfast kue teow,it is one of the best kue teow that i ever ate,simple cook but tasty.on the other hands,other slots kue teow was sux,eating them like torturing my stomach nia.but tis slot's kue teow is slightly oily la..2nd food i like in this slot is the fried oyster..big size and tasty!the other foods are delicious too,such as fried egg(mixed wit vege),cutted sausages,and the milo ice here is cheapest,rm0.90 only.u need to have some techique to buy the foods in order to make it cheaper..erm,tis u have to find it out urself=)

the most left this cafe is the only slot open from early morning til 10pm for everyday(including sunday)i prefer their carrot milk,erm,sotong and beef.their food is not to say very nice,but u can be satisfied with the quantity that u take=)they are selling fresh tomato(i always take alot),but tis cafe their fried egg aredi raised the price from rm0.5 to rm0.6 starting for tis sem..

jaya cafe
reasonable price.famous with its fried chicken,ayam kunyit and telur dadar...their drinks are cheap,rm0.5 oni...

Staff cafe
The right side slot has the cheapest food in usm.cheap brings the food to be worth,and eventually i think it is nice.lolz.their order food also not bad,nasi pataya is nice.

The left side food is expensive sometimes,depends on who counting.erm,famous food is ikan bakar and 1 type of sambal chicken..tats my favourite too!it also selling chicken rice,with soup n bbq chicken..

做到了，你就成熟了。。。。

2010-07-19T23:59:00.001-07:00

1、遇到不想回答的问题，直视对方的眼睛，微笑、沉默.

2、走路抬头挺胸，心情不好时，不想跟人招呼，点头微笑，径直走过。

3、请记得，好朋友的定义是：你混的好，他打心眼里为你开心；你混的不好，他由衷的为你着急。

4、做自己的决定。然后准备好承担后果。从一开始就提醒自己，世上没有后悔药吃，而我永远有个偏僻的角落可以哭泣。

5、自己分内的事情，努力做到一百分。

6、接受自己不过是个“小小的我”，但眼里要能够悦纳“大大的世界”。

7、If you love something, set it free, if it comes back to you, it is yours, if it doesn't it never was. (如果你真的喜欢什么，给他自由吧。如果他回到你的身边，他就是你的了，如果他没有回来，他也永远不是你的了)

8、不要试图给自己找任何借口，错误面前没人爱听那些借口。

9、不要随意发脾气，谁都不欠你的。

10、不说谎话，因为总有被拆穿的一天。

11、别低估任何人。

12、你没那么多观众，别那么累。

13、过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下。

14、别人说的记在脑袋里，而自己的，则放在心里。

15、社会是有等级的，很多事不公平。别抱怨，因为没有用。

16、你永远没有你自己想象中那么重要。

17、钱能解决的问题统统不叫问题。

18、无论何时说“我爱你”，请真心实意。无论何时说“对不起”，请看着对方的眼睛。

19、永远不要以貌取人。慢慢地说，但要迅速地想。

20、找点时间，单独呆会儿。

21、不是自己的东西不要，就是再喜欢也不行，要懂得放弃。

22、不要觉得是生活亏欠了你，其实是我做的努力不够。

23、努力向前，再努力向前，再努力一下下，愿望就会实现。

Because of u

2010-07-16T23:52:00.000-07:00

A very nice song from kelly clarkson,bring out my tought as well,here's the lyric that i would like to share wit all of u:
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

New Room

2010-07-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

It is so lucky to get this double room,1 stair up,nearest to cafe lem,having a good scene,near toilet,and the water dispenser(a gd quality 1) and the most happy is there is a roof infront of my room,so i can dry my cloth without going to 3rd floor=D

my new roomate is not arrived yet,really hope he is from penang or somewhere nearby,be a home lover,and go back every week><

but it is quite expensive,but it is affordable!haha

An Interesting Sem Holz

2010-07-10T10:38:00.001-07:00

It is just nice,gd timing,"ngam ngam hou" that my semester holiday is almost over.

I guess alot of people would complain that why the holiday is so short,for those who enjoy their holidays so much; for those who love to study,they would be excited to start a new semester,hoping to score well in coming exam;and for those who live peacefully,perhaps they found out that their holidays are too peaceful,with a lil bit of regret yet satisfied...

Nvm to all fellow friends who just had their semester holidays,we should appreciate for what we had done during our precious holidays,leaving a footprints in our memories,just like the road not taken,like it.

For my holz,this is not the best holz i ever had,but it is stil one of the best..lols,because i have done many various type of things throughout this long sem break.on top of that,when my holiday mood is getting weaker,and the feel of "missing" study life(1st time in my uni life i would say that) is gaining simultaneously,the holidays come to the end of the corner=)

haha,there are too many thoughts during this holidays:
1)my result isn't considered as good if i compare with all "gods" in usm,yet it is the best among my 4 times sem results.a good start,and giving me the mood to study,which i have lost the interest since upper 6.also giving me a strong gas of braviness,to retake some subjects that i scored not so well,yet not failing. surely many people will look down,or laugh on me.but nvm=), as long as i got try to fight/face my weakness right...to me,failure is the mother of success,only if i take it as a lesson,and make correction on it.

2)my 2 sons(laptop and handphone),is getting better.laptop is more comfortable after repairing the screen and the touch pad,and i have changed my phone to a better 1(atleast got avery sharp camera and bluetooth).And why am i so happy about it?cuz i dun even spend a single cent on both of them=D

3)A part time job,is the compulsory tablets in my sem break.to gain exp,to kno more frens,to earn pocket money,to make use of my time instead of facing facebook most of the time,nothing better to do than that. therefore,this time i have tried a new scope of job,putting my resume to be better and learn alot of valuable lessons.certain people who do not enjoy working,and don even kno what is the fun to work,will always tell me that i shouldn't "waste" my time working now cuz i will be working for the nex 31 yrs after i grad..swt,atleast to me,part time is a part of activity not working,and it is just a part of my planning,not the whole planning of my sem break==no offence k,just dif people gt dif opinion=p. Receiving many gifts from my beloved colleagues,making me to feel so sad when resign>< and at the same time,got job for my dec holiday dy,i am always welcome to work there@@

4)just found out the exact taste of girl...very glad,as i kno the direction,just like the light on a darkness road.at least in rational,i kno the best to pick if i gt the chance to.this 1 i do not want to talk about it now(not suitable),cuz i do not have the conditions to choose at this moment,leading me to no.5

5)knowing that in order to go for my ori plan to success,atleast in these 4 yrs,i will have to get 3 cards.the cards will lead me to succeed in my life.it is hard to get,but it is not impossible=)(hopefully i can get)if i gt,i said if,then oni i dare to talk about no.4=p

6)i still managed my time to go for gatherings,outings,and some places that i wanted to go..lucky;-)

7)so many things to write,but i have to end here as now is 2.30am,time for world cup=)

hopefully there is atleast 1 kaki would like to join me watching spain vs netherland on monday 230am.otherwise,i have to choose betw sleep or watch alone TT

So Sad

2010-04-12T23:19:00.000-07:00

i cried,after watching a competition..
when looking to those who put so much efford,but in the end lost to own careless mistakes,really feel sad on it...

just like exam,u think u r confident sometimes,u will never kno stupid mistakes can cause u to lose marks...

i wonder how long i din care so much abt losing feeling,at this moment atleast i think kiasu is important especially u r fighting on something that is important to u..=(

XsideTing~~

2010-04-12T02:08:00.000-07:00

i am kinda jumping off,

instead of worrying with my coming exam,

i am more excited looking forward to coming holiday...

the adventure of working,gaining nw experience to fullfil my resume,know new people is very excited to me...

Hmmm....

Cant agree any more that i am really weird,for not enjoying what people im my age usually enjoy...lolz

Design

2010-04-07T10:55:00.000-07:00

design class is the only subject tat gains my interest to be an engineer,really fun..

today is even happier,bcuz atleast 2 lecturers are willing to ask our opininions/feedbacks abt the syllabus...sometimes,they really show that they yao liu dou lo...=)

Moods turning good

2010-04-07T10:47:00.000-07:00

today just finished a test,the results showing that i was stubborn to hold some memories that is no longer belong to me.1 sentence that is deep, "at the end we don live for love(i mean love from a boy and girl",we live for ourselves"

moods turning good cuz i am glad when seeing some people,no need to start chats also feel the cozyness....=) but still not as warm as the feeling of the past=(

有气质的人就是不同的

2010-04-07T10:44:00.000-07:00

a person that with bad attitudes,sometimes is stunning with appearance,

proven

that appearance is giving greater impact than attitude or personality...

My new Room~~~~

2010-04-06T02:41:00.001-07:00

I am now shifted to a room with air-con, air refrigerator,adjustable brightness light and many things...like staying in hotel lolz...Trust me,if they rent to me,even rm1000 1 sem also i will stay.hehe...

Study Week coming soon

2010-04-03T09:22:00.000-07:00

Just don1 to push myself so hard,but this time exam result i expect to be different from previous.i m luck to fall in sick now,not 1 weeek later...hehe

Wounds everywhere=(

2010-04-02T20:34:00.000-07:00

Feels so pain after working out practically. after this design manufacturing prototype, i gained many priceless lessons. there are many cutting,hitting wounds on my hands and head. atleast it tells me that being an engineer is not that easy

What is the true meaning of design in terms of engineering

2010-03-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

after talking with some1,i noticed that i had done a big mistake that i gonna regret....
grr...finally got the meaning that dr indra always mention: what is the difference between us and lim kok wing's student?

i noticed that how worst my design,it should be done with a better mekanism,else,there are no differences between engineering and non-engineering concept=(

A good lesson for my next design product...

In my Heart

2010-03-14T08:58:00.001-07:00

In my heart,

i thought my life is full of busy,

and there is no space for love

In my heart,

i found that sometimes i will be wondering what you are doing at that moment,

and keep on checking your facebook

In my heart,

i tell myself that i just treat you as friend,

and it should be clear to me to think logically

In my heart,

i know that we just get together not really a long period,

and it should be easy to make me not keep on recalling you

In my heart,

i know that i couldn't lie to myself cuz i know myself well,

and i still missing you,just sometimes,but the feeling still strong

In my heart,

you are a part of my life until i find a better replacement,

i wish it so much but just my feel defeats my will

A good day to change

2010-03-12T20:29:00.000-08:00

Recently i worked hard for my goals...This isn't an easy task to be achieved.There are always some obstacles waiting infront of your way,and the most irritating to me is about the SK II around me..
Be patient as far as i could,still it didn't work that well
Therefore,choosing to be ignorant or annoyed would be my next choice.
just like C++ code,else,i prefer to leave

However,when a tree swings,there must be wind blowing..besides those goals that i try to achieve within this semester,i will still revise about my own problem..ONLY those self-centered people would think that they are correct all the time(i don't mean any1 here><),but i prefer to assume that's all my fault.. This is because it is easier to change myself to suit the situation rather than expecting the situation to change to suit me(it wouldn't simply happen just for the sake of me anyway)

A memorable song that i like when i was young

2010-03-06T07:00:00.000-08:00

RAsa SayanG

Rasa sayang eh
rasa sayang sayang eh
eh lihat nona jauh
rasa sayang sayang eh

This is the choras that mostly all malaysians that are educated would be familiar with this song..
it is taught when we were in primary school.

Haiz,however,

i have found the truth,when googling about this song for my SHE project that this song was actually created from indonesia...How sad,i really tot this song should be 1 of our budaya that we shud proud of..but no more after knowing the truth,yet i stil like this song=)

Daydreaming is my time killer

2010-02-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

i noticed that my time is running fast but i cant do a shit of thing throughout this semester...
Besides being busy about what i suppose to do for rushing up my hw,i found that there is no extra time to do some rivision..therefore,i try to find out the reason...eventually my conclusion is:daydreaming is my time killer...

It is sux to hear that,just like facing a strongest shield wit a strongest sword, cuz i do enjoy daydreaming=(

Jessica

2010-02-09T09:11:00.000-08:00

Not sure who she is?

Well...

SDSN-jessica

take a look at her eyes.thats the type that i like.Not to say horny,but her mouth is seductively attractive,(abit feel like want to kiss her lolz)

Overall,she gt an A in appearance to me la,haha...

hope USM KKT gt such a stunning type of girl@@

归属感

2010-02-05T23:48:00.000-08:00

The difinition of 归属感 is u have a good feel on something,like u are a part of that "something".

This criteria is vital and it is applicable to all things in our homosapien's life such as love,carreer,family,friendship and others...

I do remember i went for 理升理辅交流营...when we were splitted to a smaller group,which each group consist of juniors and seniors from eng campus and main camp,we talked about what makes us stay in a club?

The answer would be interesting,but before i say it out,i would like to tell all of u that there are many tpes of clubs in this world.basically i just categorize them as 2 types,benefitial and non-benefitial(volunteer type)

All of us agree with 归属感 during that discusssion for the 2nd type of club i mentioned..

this is a very important statement.if there is no 归属感 in a club,wat makes us stay?

Yet i am lucky that i have finally found 1(not 理升)..thats the best part i think..=)

And this actually give me a lesson that nex time if i got the opportunity to build a company, i will definitely give all my employee to have 归属感.

About me part 2

2010-01-24T20:03:00.000-08:00

Sweet,

Bitter,

Salty,

Sour,

Spicy.

did i miss any taste?

These are the 5 universal tastes that we can find in our foods..

My preference:

Salty>Spicy>Sweet>Sour>Bitter

The most delicious food that i normally cant resist is:

Baked Cheeeeeeeeeese=D

Besides,

Good quality type of butter is also 1 of my favourite food..yummy,tats y i got such a weightTT sigh*

Between vegetable and meat,i pick meat

among meat,i would say pork...

among seafood,i would say crab,scallop..

among fruits,i would say banana,just simply because it has the most easy step to eat it..haha

among vegetable,hmm...this is hard for me to choose...all ok oni..lolz

The ques is,

How about western,italy,chinese,indo,malay,korean,japanese food??

my reply would be,

Western:the sause especially tar tar sause and seafood au gratin from victoria station=)

Italy:pasta,pizza that full with cream of cheese at shakey's and dave's deli=)

Chinese:Steamed herbal chicken soup from my mum=)

Indo:Soup Kambing at SJMC=)

Malay:Hmm...

Korean:Hmm...

Japanese:Tea Egg Cup(Chawanmushi),Shasimi,and the seasonal soup=)

About me part 1

2010-01-17T04:07:00.000-08:00

to make myself to remember what is about me at this moment,i decided to blog down so i can review it anytime i want...

today,i would like to share what are the most favourite singer,song,mv i love the most..

No.1 Best Singer: Britney Spears

She is really a super star singer..with a beautiful voice,really love to hear every song of hers..

many people dislike her due to her bad private lifestyles,but i really think that her lifestyle is cool,it should be called a star's life..i want a piece of her lol..no matter how ppl think about her,she is still no.1 best singer in my heart^^

next,

No 1 Best Song:Stick With You-Pussycat Doll

The main singer,nicole scherzinger and her team really sang this song well..i heard for more than 100 times dy still feel no bored with the song..this song is wonderdul, and 1 of the lyric is "no body ever made me feel this way i must stick with you~" atleast it touches my heart=)the song "beep" by them also not bad,the other pcd songs also nice, just this song "stick with you" is my most favorite song.

and my best No.1 MV:徐若萱-soso

the mv of this song is really awesome..this song really matches the mv...i love her voice,the way she dance,and her happy mature thinking+innocent..this mv SoSo i personally also got keep it in my laptop...vivian hsu u r so hot!=)<3 you

The differences between working and studying

2010-01-10T03:22:00.000-08:00

Working
1)got income
2)must obey superior
3)career
4)reputation is important
5)networking is vital
6)cannot do mistake=fired
7)know how to 做人
8)must be proactive
9)must know technique to succeed
10)road not taken

Studying
1)result is the priority
2)stress with kiasu-ness
3)future
4)hardworking is essential
5)study smart to gain respectation
6)can do mistake=) and gain lesson
7)no need to see boss's face
8)bad attitude or quiet personalities doesnt mean gg in study
9)win-win situation
10)got plenty of time to date,outing,gathering,celebrating

因果

2010-01-09T08:11:00.000-08:00

i really belive in these 2 words...
form 5 that time i was opposite of myself now,and i treated ppl as like how ppl treat me now...

sad,that time i didnt know how ppl felt

and now,i finally understand them,by putting myself into their situation

it is kinda nice if i can switch the time back to the past,so that i wont hurt ppl,just like how ppl hurt me now=(

I eventually understand y my fire has gone...it wants me to kno what is the consequences for what i had done in past...i got the lesson dy,and i promise myself,once the fire is back to me,i wont repeat my mistake...

我换名了

2010-01-05T07:24:00.000-08:00

王龙---->王俊
English name still remain the same...
As i said,dont ask me why...lazy to explain@@

25-30 kg

2010-01-05T07:15:00.000-08:00

It suppose to light up the red light,as obesity is really killing me off...
giving me odourness,
taking away my brightnesses,
increasing my laziness,
and
alot alot more...
Have to force myself to minus it,25-30kg,really sux...can you imagine how heavy it is?

Omg
OMg
OMG

Hopefully i know what is
the right thing i suppose to do,
the right food i suppose to eat,
the right way i suppose to live,
the right determination i suppose to have,
in order to remove those fats from me,

Forever.

体会

2010-01-02T10:32:00.000-08:00

有句话说得很对，

害人之心不可有，防人之心不可无

Sem 4 starts

2009-12-27T22:40:00.000-08:00

Not really feeling well when need to come back to usm..

1st sign:forgot my room number,lucky jaya office got a list when i took the room key from them

2nd sign:still in working mood

3rd sign:Pressure coming by the surrounding..

4st sign:The most important 1,here do not have air-cond!

OTW

2009-12-05T10:18:00.000-08:00

Hehe,feel happie after i bought a true leather wallet and a pair of nike shoe..going to buy shirts and pants for coming CNY..buying now is because there is mega sales every where..Shit la,i feel so DOWN when i know that there is 1 thing i must do but i din do since last semester break..hopefully i will have the determination to do it this semester break..grhhh

一个人

2009-11-18T20:09:00.000-08:00

室友没有回来，
独留我于刚整理好的房间，
舒服；

原来，
我还是喜欢一个人的空间；

静下心来，
仔细的想；

许许多多的事，
生活中的杂事，

我接受，
我不接受，
我喜欢，
我不喜欢，
都好；

每次当我坦然面对，
圆滑处理时，
是我真的接受了吗？
还是我已经说谎说到最高境界了？
连自己都深信不疑，信以为真；

总以为自己会接受，
总认为自己已接受；

我是接受了，
逼自己去接受，
但却无法面对，

这种眼不见为净的接受叫放弃；

还有一种接受，
就是总带着微笑接受，
尽管心里的波涛汹涌，
久而久之习惯了就不会在意，

等哪一天情绪不稳时，
这些就成了火上加的“油”，

这种接受是不是在骗自己？

风平浪静则大家平安，
疾风吹来就雷声大作。

有时候，
总觉得...本性就是本性，
江山易改，本性难移；

也许当下的环境压住了内里的坏我，
情况却能呼唤出最原始的自己，

才发现，
原来...最初的自己还在。

情况、
状况、
处境... ...

无奈！

不喜欢的，
我始终还是不会喜欢，
只是勉强自己别在这个时候说出来，

总有一天，
我还是必须面对的，

除非发生改变。

说与不说，
接受与不接受，

我该如何抉择？
我该如何取舍？
我该怎么证明？

飞蛾扑火，自取灭亡

2009-11-18T20:04:00.000-08:00

机会，
有用尽的时候，
生命，
有走尽的一天；

我，
亦有无能为力的时刻，

我不是全能的，
我没有你想象中那么坚强。

在我愿意放下一切对你好的时候，
你却不顾一切把我往外推。

我努力想结束这段迷失的感情，
可我发现没有勇气和你说再见。

只好让时间冲淡一切。。。

Finally can blog again

2009-11-18T19:35:00.000-08:00

Usm line really terrible...they keep block blog and other my favourite websites..sometimes,i really wish to have a broadband here..haiz

Happy Day

2009-11-01T03:46:00.000-08:00

Today is very happy,just because of a msg...proven that i think too much,not complicated at all,things are just as simple as that=)

下一站会更好

2009-10-31T07:45:00.000-07:00

终于，
我的第三学期在不知不觉中，
已经靠近尾声了。

不知道自己比较期待考试，
还是期待假期多一些。

时间不留人。

假期？

除了回家陪妈妈，
每天跟一群好友出去“混”，
浑浑噩噩的生活有什么意义。

作业的阶段终于完成了。

虽然这个学期还是没什么看重学业，
但是我依然觉得自己有进步。

至少，
我有认真吸收讲师的教诲。^^

怎样都好，
至少人生的这一阶段，
就快走过了。

加油！！！

感恩

2009-10-31T07:39:00.001-07:00

遗憾，
最终我还是做了决定。

别担心。

我会努力做回自己，
好好把握自己的还能呼吸的每分每秒。

真爱

2009-10-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

我的情绪的确是很有问题，
天黑绝对是狂风暴雨的前兆。

现在的我的确需要很多的忍耐与冷静。

还有很多事等待我去抉择，
还有很多未来等着我去实现。

我现在的选择会改变我的未来。

这么多的很多，
我无法平静的做决定。

我只想逃避。

当然，
我知道逃避是无法解决问题的；
但是，
我真的已经累得不想做任何会后悔的决定。

我只想好好的休息，
等思绪变得清晰时再做决定。

时间，会等我吗？
机会的保存期限有多长？

我始终相信真爱要等待。

真爱是经得起考验的。

可怜的是，
我还是不了解“真爱”。

回窝

2009-10-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

知道吗？
诗巫的夜景好美好美，
而我现在才发现。

那种霎那间的不舍，
害我第一次在机舱内掉下失控的眼泪。

好累，
这是我的故乡，
我最终的归宿。

40 Secrets

2009-09-08T08:39:00.000-07:00

Today at 11:39pm
1.) have you ever been asked out?- Yes
2.) where was your default picture taken?- in sunway pyramid toilet
3.) what's your middle name?- none
4.) your current relationship status?- Single :)
5.) does your crush like you back?- I don't know . ask her
6.) what is your current mood?- no mood==
7.) what color of underwear are you wearing?- You don't have to know :)
8.) what color shirt are you wearing?- none!
9.) Missing something?- Yes
10.) if you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?- Something
11.) if you must be an animal for one day, what?bird,can fly everywhere i want=
12.) ever had a near death experience?no,i guess
13.) something you do a lot?- breath=p
14.) the song stuck in your head?christmas in my heart,by sarah connor
15.) who did you copy and paste this from?Suet Yee
16.) name someone with the same birthday as you?ezati...my form 5 exclassmate
17.) when was the last time you cried?1 day in Last semester break
18.) have you ever sung in front of a large audience?yes,hehe,in a littlegras idol competition
19.) if you could have one super power what would it be?to know future
20.) what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?Face
21.) what do you usually order from starbucks?i don't remember what i have orderred everytime i go,haha
22.) what's your biggest secret?alot,all are in same size
23.) favorite color?- Black
24.) do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?depends
25.) what's on your walls?my class schedule
26.) what are you?homosapien
27.) do you speak any other language?ya
28.) what's your favorite smell?- The smell of parfumes..
29.) Describe your life in one word.- colourful
30.) have you ever kissed in the rain?- No , but i would like to try in 1 day=)
31.) what are you thinking about right now?whether shall i go to bath now...
33.) what should you be doing?- Study
34.) who was the last person that made you upset/angry?-yt...for keep ignoring me for no reason=/
35.) how often do u talk to God?i don't talk to him==
36.) do you like working in the yard?- No
37.) if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?- None
38.) do you act differently around the person you like?- Probably , yes , but i don't think i will realize also . haha
39.) what is your natural hair color?- Black
40.) who was the last person to make you cry?jenny,i miss her so much...i hope she knows that..

have a nice day

2009-09-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

yea...today so lucky,go 回收 with 慈济 tat time i met my adik's father,who was 1 of the helper there...duno why,feel so happy after a whole morning til afternoon work out...jia qi,xia wen,kelly all din go,if not it would be better=(

accidentally i heard something that i shouldn't hear

2009-08-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

after google-ing about 五戒十善,i found that mouth is also an important part of our bodies that will cause us in trouble...祸从口出 is really correct...人言可畏...also another word that i m thinking of...stil remember a previous case happenned to me and another coursemate,i really don't like myself for being that..but overpatient just isn't my style...

justnow was playing a game with my schoolmates...so many of them...it was a fantastic game which everyone tried their best to play...in that server,we can whisper our friends,either to a specific 1,or all of your friends(as long as it is in your friendlist)
1 of my 'friend'(he is no longer my friend anymore=/),he didn't remember that he had added me before in his friend list,and he said something that i shouldn't hear,and i accidentally read what he had whispered to his friends...saying that he isn't want to be a team with me,cuz i sux(actually i played better than him==),and saying that my real life also sux...and so on...really never expect he will say something like that...now i really is in the situation where i put my foot on a girl's shoe...she was my coursemate who cried last sem for knowing i was backstabbing her in accident(actually i din mean to,i was stil blur why i could do that to her,not enough sleep cause me to be irrational--stupid catia project had taken my sleep time T.T)...
trust me,i really wana go to his room to slap 7 him at that moment...but the anger just
happenned to be in a few seconds,and i calmed down...ya,maybe he is right,he is smartass,being same group with him in a lab also make my life easier...i got no point to fight back,even i tel him that i heard what he said,so?what's the point?i think it will make our relation become from fake-->enemy...

but 1 thing he is correct,my real life reallly sux...cuz i just couldnt find a true friend in usm that willing to tel me about my weaknesses,yea...not even 1...all rather put on their masks,smile on me,come on..i know that there is no such thing that a person can make til nobody hates him or her...atleast there is 1 person who hate a person(no matter how good he/she is) hiding at the corner of the world..cuz of jealousy,cuz of stupidness or whatever...

good also,it makes me realise that some people are good that appearing in my life...for instance,my er jie,who pointed out my weakness keep on n keep on...just i don't appreciate it...i feel regret for not appreciating her advice...until she is gone only i notice that she is kind...T.T(lucky she will never read this,otherwise she sure scold7 me 21 yrs dy stil cry)

it looks like i need to change myself,for being so rude to everyone...i must,i hope time will pass those sadness memory away,until people could actually don't wearing a over-faked mask in front of me,sigh...3 more yrs in usm,i should prevent this as this campus is so damn small,want to spread a bad gossiping is rather as easy as you sniff...so down...i wish i really take this as a lesson..sry er jie,i cry again in my heart...sobs....:"-(

我觉得对的，超喜欢

2009-08-17T00:18:00.000-07:00

喜歡探求理與擅長分析，常是旁人意見的給予者，給人一種冷靜穩當的感覺，不喜歡與人爭吵，很能妥善地處理事情，不過難免給人距離感！戀愛：可能性至上：把自己喜不喜歡對方放在其次，反而以跟對方能否發展下去為第一前提，是個很適合愛情長跑或結婚的對象！...

My Big Day 21

2009-08-04T20:22:00.000-07:00

my dad aredi gave me a golden key as my early 21 bday gift(cuz my big day drops on day where i will be at pg),which means i am no longer as a kid,i shall behave as an adult...hmmm

better to rule in hell than to serve in heaven

2009-07-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

"better to rule in hell than to serve in heaven"
this a personal message from my friend's msn....kinda agree...but that is so ideal,in my real life,even i prefer to rule in hell,yet i still choose to serve in heaven...haiz....no guardz la me=(

what do u think?

2009-07-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

an easy 1...

1)i belive that in this world,in between of the colour of white and black,there is grey...

what do u think?

a medium 1...

2)same,for an ans,correct and wrong,also might exist unsure ans in between of them...

what do u think?

let's try a medium 1...

3)hoping for a sincere and loyal friend,or a friend who can accept your weaknesses,if only can choose 1...

what do u think?

hard 1...

4)love a person,or being loved by some1,which 1 better?

what do u think?

a tough 1 next...

5)choose to love a person who loves your everything,or a person who to give his/her everything to you...

what do u think?

6)an insane 1 at the end...

choose to increase a friend,or reduce an enemy...

what do u think?

almost impossible last...

7)choose to maintain on the road which you think it is a good road,or looking for a better road(it has the risk that it might be a worst road)...

what do u think?

p/s:remember tho road not taken...if only can choose 1 at a time...what do u think?

my 1st time in usm=)

2009-07-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

justnow i just had my 1st time experience playing badminton with my measurement lecturer...
went with the other 2 friends,we stilll got 1 vacancy in order to start a 2v2 match...beside our court,were Dr and his friends...1 of his friends wasnt there yet,i wanted to join them,but i dared not ask...
mayb he saw my intention,so they asked me to join....wow,a good chance to see how a lecturer play badminton,ofcuz i accepted their request...
at first,kinda nervous...if you are a badminton player,u will kno that when u met other people(especially 30 yrs abv de players),they look strong,they smack the shuttle was as easy as pie,and the shuttle moves as fast as a bullet(abit LOL)...
i was so stress,i same team with my lec,and caused him lost the game...2 rounds also lose...haiz so useless T.T....
hope he doesnt mind that i am not as pro as him(i did tell him that my badminton wasn't that pro..hehe tot wana act humble and beat7 them....never thought will lose til like shit...so sienT.T)
but i enjoyed the whole process of the games...thanks to him=)
(duno this week got quiz for measurement anot...i hope i can do well also in his subject><)

how life's goes 3

2009-07-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

3)so many things...just i kinda feel tired to blog it out...cuz i am sleepy...next time ba...but i know 1 thing,i am ongoing my previous goal i set during sem break....hopefully this time i got the determination to make it works....jia you Ong Loong=)

how life's goes 2

2009-07-23T23:27:00.000-07:00

2)a small action that we had made during the hua xie zhi ye also gave me a lesson...recalling what was happening that day,we were looking for the technician(i was playing a role under PA system group) to on the LCD projector...gosh,looking that time was passing,and the number of 1st yr students at the audience place were increasing,we know that the event starts soon.mean while,the projector wasn't on yet....lucky 1 of our member thought of an idea that was stepping up on a stacked chairs,use a long stick to on the projector...it was successfully on-ed..however,things didnt go well yet,no signal....wtf....damn the technician...finally,he came....really a F*cker...got a heavy smell of smoke around him...he came and bullshit alot...but we are all uni students,we behave in polite way...keep being patient with him...on the other hand,we felt nervous abt the LCD..keep adjusting the wyres,switching laptop,lower the resolution(technician kept saying our vista software's resolution is too high...)do whatever we could...stil the screen is still blue...ok,since we didnt have another alternative solution,we stopped and stood there to listen to his crappy,in our minds,we were thinking:"cham lo,sure kena screwed by those other ppl later"..
suddenly,miracle happened,the LCD suddenly pop out with our laptop's screen....all of us were cheered...the reason y the projector cannot sense the signal of our laptop was because we were to eagle to on it..we should on it for about 15 minutes,letting it warm up...we lost to a word that is :"patient"...
really LOL,and it was swt...i really get it,sometimes we cannot be over gan cheong....we should learn to be patient(i bet if your foot was in my shoe,u would never be patient that time just to wait it warm up==)

how life's goes 1

2009-07-23T23:12:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't blog dy...it is actually a gd news to me.it doesn't mean that my life is empty,but it means that i am too busy...haiz,if u ask me,"what were you busy with?"..i also not sure how to tell you...busying here and busying there,those miscellaneous stuffs(i think so) already taken my certain time...until now,only got time to blog(and the mood is right=))
nth special to me,from the process of planning many clubs' activities til those activities were held...hehe,mayb those events just don't get my interest...
there are many lesson i got via these activities....
1)Thanks to 1 of my Li sheng senior who guided me,willing to listen to my words,understand how i feel,and told me his opinions...i get what he meant,just i can't distract from what i am doing right now...i stil learning to be focus on some other thing which is more essential...i admit that i am stupid,as ppl said:"everyone has 24 hours a day,it is individually task how to fullfil one's time",just i really cannot do it...i kno that if i stil not paying 100% of my focus in my coming exam,i will be GG-ed(sobs....y my life so toturing de...just starting of a new sem already planning for the final exams><)Therefore i cant be active,bear in mind,not i cannot be active ok...participating more in activities really will cause me to death,and i admit the problem of lack of time management also is my fault...

14 WAYS TO SAY I LOVE YOU

2009-07-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

1)I adore you.
2)I am infatuated with you.
3)I appreciate you.
4)I can't live without you.
5)I can't stop thinking about you when we're apart.
6)I cherish you.
7)I dream of you.
8)I live for our love.
9)I love being around you.
10)I need you by my side.
11)I need you.
12)I respect you.
13)I value you.
14)I want a lifetime with you.

I would like to tell these to all people who i care in this world,they know who they are=)

i wish she would notice this

2009-07-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

recently i am kinda busy,keep doing my things and has no time to think about other things..but when i stop,just for a short moment,i will think of her...i dont fall in love,just i cant stop myself from recalling back certain memories with her...no worry,i look so noob,but i wil keep my promise2myself what i suppose to do after this sem starts...

I m useless

2009-07-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

so hpy,i met 1 pair of twins junior who came from smk Seafield=D
i already forgot their names but they stil can rmb my name...the most important is i now only remember that i asked them before which course they would like to take when i was upper 6 and they were lower 6...their ans were E&E.....i was telling them that i also aim for that...
and now,both of them are in EE school taking the course...meanwhile,i am in manufacturing...so sad,to be honest,i really hope to get in e&e,just my result in stpm wasn't sufficient for me to do so...now when i recall it back,i feel dam sad...i told them must study hard,don ever let ther pointers down,while i myself was doing another way round...haiz,really fu*king hate myself for being such useless...i don't ever thought that i will end up in mechanical school,a school that i do not put my interest AT ALL...now i am suffering for facing things that i dislike...i wish i can accept mech 1 day...the subjects taken now in my course are so boring to me...i wish i will like those subjects 1 day...sob sobssT.T

My beloved feel,where are you?T.T

2009-06-25T00:54:00.000-07:00

til now,i have lost my feel of "fire" in study for 2 yrs sharp...kind of miss that feel,i regret for not taking care of that fire and mayb it already gone...before it is proven that the fire is gone,i wish i got the perseverance to find it,as long as i get it,i really don't mind that i lose some other things that i have been working for...it is too important to me,i miss the feel so much...i really need that fire to ensure i can be like last time...meanwhile,i don't want to lose my current way..
nothing goes wrong,just i have changed myself alots compare to last time,from road A to road B,i don say it is a bad news,nor good news to me...cuz i found that i enjoy my previous and now...both sides are my roads,and now i am greedy,ambitioous,or whatever u think,i am going to make both roads to join together in this 2009,eventually i think there is such road called road c;-)..i wish i can,depends on 天时地利人和....u know what,i really appreciate my life,for me,life is colourful when all the colour are in;emotions are complete only when come with all the expression,including anger and sadness;light is bright only when there was dark in this world..therefore,don blame for anything occured in life,cuz each of it is just one of the bricks that contribute to the house(life)...wink****^^

Final lap dy=)

2009-06-25T00:35:00.000-07:00

feel kind of glad,now only i write my next blog...indirectly i know that i have fully used my holiday to do things that i wanted to be done...hmm,but some i really need to delay to next cmin 1 wek holz....2 little thingy...good,not even got time to write my blog,thats a gd news to me=)..this holz really is meaningful to me,get to do things that i have not tried before,feel better and better,and love myself more,with appreciations...
Half of holz i spent in working,half of my holz i spent in other nice ways i dreamt to...owh....u never know that holiday means alot to me...really appreciate everyone that appears in my holiday....this is a part of my exp and also my memory....i really cant forget some certain cozy moment with people i want to...
until now,i have achieved what i plan to do in this holiday,only 1 goal i failed to achieve it...hehe,lack of determination was the reason for my failure...but nvm la,i stil got about 6 months to achieve it...after all,i guess i really satisfy what i have done,and must makesure i got the mood to study for my next sem...otherwise i will GG in coming exam...going to ipoh in this weekend=D,this is exciting...
next wed i am going to pack rdy my things and go to sungai petani...thats my 3rd last trip before goin back to usm...2nd last trip will be quan cheng ying,my last trip would be penang or sp...havent decide...hehe...stil i will hold my words,don regret in my life,what's done already done=p...